traumatiz-ED

2006-03-03T07:35:00.000-08:00

yay! i got into my 1st choice, nursing at ngee ann!! horray! okay, i cant wait!
went t check out at np website & saw this:
Elsevier Saunders
Medical-Surgical Nursing: Clinical Management for Positive Outcomes
yah,if i can manage coping my fear of blood, i would really wan t be a surgeon nurse (:
went t cel miao&kel's bday last sun, will update it & upload th pics sometime later (:

2006-02-28T07:12:00.000-08:00

me&yuki! he's shaking hand with me! :D:D:D muhah! enjoy!, thou th quality of this video isnt that great.

2006-02-23T21:29:00.000-08:00

oh yay! finally after a long awaiting of 6 months! i got my w800i. muacks!

2006-02-21T20:45:00.000-08:00

aww.. "great"..
house sold.
nxt step? hah! not sure.

2006-02-18T07:03:00.000-08:00

jerick was like asking me t use hi5. it was only then i realise hi5 still exists.hah!
re-read th comments. saw hoon's one. bring back lots of memories.
PORRIDGE PARTY. hah!
*reminiscing*

2006-02-18T05:41:00.000-08:00

full house really ubbberrr nice! :D
first time find that RAIN is effing cute & handsome & charming.
like really first time.
when he smile! WOW!!!!!!!! *melting*
just find that he looks like one of th contestant in STARIDOL. haha!
anyways, just chose th course bla bla.
after what bro biwei told me, im seriously thinking thrice abt nursing course.

2006-02-14T02:12:00.000-08:00

applied leave today. because of that two zhar bors.
hui,miao&b-teok came t my hse earrrllllyyyy in th morning today t make their valentine's present. lol! th three of them = potential future housewives. hah!
after that time, i think its hard for me t go t th kitchen & make stuff for someone i love. is like making something full of love for someone who's not worth it at all. this is so disgusting.
okay, i am really a victim of this whole valentine present thingy.
had t carry hui's beater from my hse t his hse and back t hui's hse.
hui's one sicko!!! ugh!
okay, hui. im sure u fullllllyyyyyy understand why i say u are one sicko.
anyways, watched th cd ms neo gave us!
she added clips (pics&words)!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDD
these are few sentences which really moved me.

To love for the sake of being loved is human,
But to love for the sake of loving is angelic.
My love, it never dies…

No more marking of attendance every morning…
No more “Have a nice day”…
And no more “Prepared by Ms Sally Neo”
I may be out of your life,
but all of you will never be out of mine…

With Love,
Ms Sally Neo
(okay, this line esp -->)Your Guardian Angel always

4E2 PROM NIGHT; A NIGHT T RMB <3<3

4E2 CNY'05 CEL

AFTER GRADUATION ASSEMBLY
4E2; ALL KIND OF FACES. LOL!

4E2! HORRAY! <3<3<3

4E2 YEAR 2005 I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!! MUACKSSSII! <3<3<3
i could still rmb teachers calling our class th techinal class of express.lol!these memories i will keep in my heart always. (:

2006-02-12T20:47:00.000-08:00

**BLOG STILL UNDER CONSTRUCTION. (:

haven update for sucha long time. muhahs.
for th past 2 weeks, have been watching movies: i not stupid too, memoirs of geisha & fearless.
last fri got my o lvl results. as what i've said during adam khoo's workshop i will cry because im happy. and yeah, i did it. (:
i was so worried that i will cry due t disappointment in my results.
firstly i really have t thank God for everything. esp eng.
i din complete half of my essay. which's like a straight fail for me.
yeah, and ms zan ask me t hope that th markers will be lenient. so i prayed everyday that th markers would be lenient.
& yay!!! i got a b4 for it.
pass all my subjects except for biology.
and all improvement. muhahahs!
& yeah, whatever. what i tell kaili not t go for her biology exam.
why? i've never seen such a horribbllleeeeee teacher in my life. how could he say that.
i guess he must be worried over th percentage of passes for biology than because of my results slip.
i duno who's th one who plan out sucha wonnnnddeerrrrrffuullll study schedule for us & end up not carrying out them.
okay, whatever. its all over.
im thinking of retaking my biology o lvl again. haha!
okay, one burden off & another arose.
confused & vexed over what course shld i take.
its my future we are talking abt over here.
and we only have 5 days t think over it.

2006-02-02T07:49:00.000-08:00

went t some cafe at holland V for interview.
then went t sushi tei for lunch!!! :D finally after abi's birthday i get t makan at sushi tei again.
i've been craving for its ramen for like so long!!!
then went t ngee ann poly for its open house.
saw so many zhenghuas.haha!
oh yeah, watched i not stupid too(two) th day before ytd.
ITS SUPPPERRRRR TOUCHING LAH!!!!!!
cry non-stop for like 15mins? i think its even longer than that!
okay, this movie, u've just gotta go catch it!!!
THUMBS UP! :DDDDD

2006-01-29T22:19:00.000-08:00

ytd saw my grandpa. he's so so so diff from last year!
this time i could see th outline of his skull!
i stand at th door & peep at him. he's bedridden.
& there's this time! he tried t open his right eye.. his pupil seems t be going up--> (means fan bai yan)
and who knows, this morning someone call & tell us that my grandpa died le.
its just so sudden lah. i even recieved his hong bao ytd..
& is like... woah... so sudden...
yeah, only did i realise life's really so short.. supperr short..
okay, now if you guys are coming t my hse t visit.
if my dad's arnd u can get hong bao. but if only my mom's arnd, canot get hong bao.
cus she's going t dai xiao. she's not suppose t go arnd visiting & t give hong bao or recieve hong bao.
yeah, sorry.

2006-01-24T07:13:00.000-08:00

.wnt gym
.ran for like 20mins (super determined)
.both hui & me feel like flying after tha; lols
.wnt skul t help polishing my juniors' dance steps
.end up deciding t change all
.that kuku security guard just went off w/o returning us our ezlink, but i've got an extra one. th one which i gave him is not of any use t me. (im smart =X)
.gonna finish doing my blogskin,just wee bit more
.decided t take off th tagboard, may put it up sometime again
.see first
.got t go skul tmr again
.yawns
.bye

2006-01-21T22:46:00.000-08:00

on my way t change my blogskin.
*UNDER CONSTRUCTION*

2006-01-20T07:56:00.000-08:00

.went gym
.muscles ache everywhere(lesson: excerise regularly!)
.went back t skul
.joined in for th dancework prac. (think abt th past again..duh.)
.feels great t dance again
.went t help th juniors with hui for their chinese cum hip hop dance.
.went campfire
.its okay at first, then i started t get bored
.went t gr t eat; one bowl of dessert, one bowl of dumplings cum soup
.there goes all my hard work in gym
.tmr going t gym again
burn all those cal.

&yes, im feeling sucky again.ugh.

ophelia knows who's kelly jie jie but she duno who's kaili jie jie.
ironic part: both kelly & kaili jie jie is th same person. lol!

2006-01-17T02:45:00.000-08:00

[KRYSSTTAALLLL TANNN =X LOLOLOL!!!!
krystal has a lil crystal on her hand, on her hand. hahaha!!!!! LMAO!]

okay, anyways, JONATHAN LAW TIAN HAN aka LIU PI TI left for Aust early in th morning today. *sighs*
farewell, my friend. will miss your jokes & your monkeiness.
& yes, until today did i realise his bag is still with me! LOLOLOL!
okay, Jonathan! study hard eh? haha!!

2006-01-15T22:42:00.000-08:00

okay, i seriously DON'T like this skin. im going t make one someday when im free & am motivated t make one. ugh.

2006-01-13T07:09:00.000-08:00

20 MORE HOURS T GO!!!!!!!!
have been waiting for this moment since 30th of DEC!!!!
CARMEN CHIANG KE XIN!!!!!, DONNA CHIANG! & JERICK LEE!
*GRINNSSSS*

2006-01-10T07:38:00.000-08:00

Went t rebond hair today, & yes for goodness sake its th FIFTH TIME im rebonding! At th first place i cut my hair short with th aim of cutting away those rebonded hair & cus i like it. & now, back t square one. REBONDDD!!!! ohweelllss.... its okay lah.. its ooookkkkaaaayyy only. at least my fringe looks much much nicer now (((:
Hui went t highlight her hair. (:
Ling?? SLPING!!! haha!!
Then i went home, Dad brought me&bro t Jack's Place. Okay, when my fire steak finnnaallyy arrive, everyone was like WOW & keep looking at me, okay, or rather MY FIRE STEAK.
So duh..
& yay!! Best part was th oyysstttteerrrssss (*tempting HOONIE TAN againnn =X)
*slurp slurp*
Then we went off t china town. Half way, my stomach decided t bully me. I've been having runs lah. Wasnt really feeling well eversince ytd. But yet i still went out, making me look so so so pale.
&YES, CHINATOWN'S TOILET ISNT THATTTTTT PLEASANT! CAN SOMEONE LIKE PROPOSE T RENOVATE TH TOILETS?? I went in & yes! i nearly puke & decided t just tolerate until home? But its just so unbearable. So i mumbled some "Hallelujiah" & went in. & muhaha! miraclulously, i cant even smell any unpleasant smell ((:
[this tells us tha even if its th slightest thing, u can also depend on Jesus :D]
But hey, i seriously want t thank th person who invented toilet bowls! I squat until my both legs turned jelly!

Tmr! Going t go find job! :))) All th best t me.LOL!

2006-01-08T22:13:00.000-08:00

Met up with Miss Michelle (yay!! she's back from aust; but for a while..) on sat, but have t leave earlier for church service. Nevertheless! We shall meet up again :DDD haha!
Okay, after church service, went t SUSHI TEI t cel Abigail's bday. Unbelievable! Th ramen there! UBERRR NICE!!!!! Hey, biatches! Let's go there someday eh? Its just OHHH SO NICE LAHH!!!!
Im still like reminiscing th ramen taste lah! Haha! & t TAN CHENG HOON!! Th salmon sushi there UBBERRR nice!!! :DDD Its like fresher than Sakae's. LOL! Drooling? I noe.
Okay, then ytd. Went t church (not again). Preacher Ezra was giving sermon& talks on how t spread th gospel. & we have some practical activity. Got an ex. book (our planner) & we were suppose t write our own personal testimony & the particulars of friends whom we wan t spread th gospel t. ((: *scaredddd??* LOL!!!
Okay, learn lots of stuffs there. Another day spent fruitfully. haha!

2006-01-06T06:56:00.000-08:00

meet hui, went town. i din really plan t spend th 60bucks. but yes, i end up spending em on 2 pairs of studs, a top&bottom from Hula&co.
& yes, i stil have t rebond my hair next tue!
& tha horrible hui, just went arnd buying things with card. haha!
she just suddenly so "chong dong" lah. never saw her so chong dong before haha! buy things w/o thinking. but what she bought was nice lah. ((:
i saw this so called pants at Art___ (far east), suppppper nice & yes, im going t go get it! its like 49.90. but nice nice! *drooling*
o yes!!! sth supperr sad happen lah. me&hui were like abt t cry? this car. duno who's th driver lah. suppppppperrrrrrrrrr stupid can?!! yes, he/she knocked down this dog. th dog was like lying on th road MOTIONLESS!!!!!!!!!! freaking sad lah.
dog's life is also a life! so th best is tha the driver will meet with th same judgement as how if he/she were t knock down a human. human & dog is th same, ALL LIVING THINGS. no high class, low class. its just craps.
okay, unless its th dog who just appear suddenly out of nowhere. otherwise punishment should be implemented.

theworld,theworld,theworld.hooorriibblleeee world.

2006-01-05T07:39:00.000-08:00

I'm so going t change my blog add =X But it might take some time, after my deaaarrrrr daddyyyy tell me what christian name he decided t give me ;D I'm going t use my name as th add. Yeah, so have t wait for my dad. lol.
Been a good girl today :DD *SERIOUS*
Out of a sudden i decided t clean my room. I vaccum th floor, take a cloth & clean th corners, wipe th com & bla bla.
My dad,brother & mom go: "WOW... so guai ah?"
Muahahas!
& yes yes!!! I nearly had a heart attack when i saw " O lvl results will be out on feb" in th newspaper!
SO SCARE LAH!!!!!
gosh!
okay, anyways, Wen Liang gave me this webbie. suppperr funny lah for some clips. haha! can go take a look if u've nth t do ;)
http://www.twochineseboys.blogspot.com

esp for the Fairytale. But please watch till th last (: haha!

2006-01-03T06:16:00.000-08:00

it was only ytd i realise im turning 17. *SHOCK* duhs~
im old old old.

2006-01-03T04:29:00.000-08:00

Oh man oh man! Yesiiii!!!! Carmen replied my email!
She's like supperr sweet lah. She's having holiday in Taiwan & yet, she's thinking abt me too. Muhahahas!
She's like thinking of getting an autograph of Jay for me. But its like supperr crampyy there. But hey! girl, its very nice of you already. Its the thought that counts. I understand (:
Okay, this morning, acc hui t skul t get the Eagles award money & t give Sufiyan the textbks. & thank God i went with her t get the money.Why? cus i saw my name on the list too! Its like there's practically NO letter sent t my hse t inform me tha i got the Eagles award too can? Horray! 150bucks! *MUACCKSSII*
My mind was like cramped with stuffs i want t buy. But yes, the budget is over. Waaayyyyy over (:
Okay, then stay in skul. Its like market lah. Booths everywhere & stuffs. Typical first day in skul.
Saw the Hip-Hop dance my juniors put up. Okay, me&hui just cant carry on watching lah. So, yes we left (:
Heard about the prog&activites they will be involving for this year. & i was like WOW!
They will be like performing in Fullerton Hotel for some South East Asia thingy,then have t prepare for the Dance Works *** (&yes, t all those who are involve in Dance Works 2006. PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE.yes, PLEASSSEEEE don eat full full & straight away go dance eh? unless u wan t be the 2nd gundu Huang Kai Li & end up in the hosp for 1 week & yes,miss the oportunity. & there goes all the effort u put in (: so take note eh?) & there's like still more prog eh?
So well, work hard guys.
Got t know Ms Soh joined Dance club ((:

Well, these are what I plan/do today.hahah!
*I'll be going for piaaannnooo lessons. (lolololol! surprised surprised!)
*Finding job.

2006-01-01T05:57:00.000-08:00

yes yes, this blogskin i do it myself.*grins* but yes! its uglyyyyy!! anyways, its still under construction. ((:
actually din really have the patient t like sit in front of the com t do it. but the thought of my theolo friends motivate me t do it. have no idea whre's the link. lol! but yes, I'm going to add in their photos in this new skin. 1st skin dedicate t em!
5 hours t do tis' skin. my neck is lyk aching?
anyways, attended brother Guan Lee & sister Yong Wei's wedding tis' morning. have t sing for their wedding;choir. & yes, tis' time i tried t smileeeee ((:
got back home, saw how red my dad's eyes were. my heart ache so so much lah.
felt guilty too,he's working so hard & yet, I'm lyk.. dunno when t stop? & the worst is tha now my hp screen spoil & have to get a new one.
i tried t ask him t slp longer before working, he was lyk saying if i dun work hard enuff how t buy hp for my darling. yah, i cried! i rather dun have a new hp. i wan my dad t be healthy & t rest more!
he's lyk supperr haggard lah.
he can even joke abt his death.
I'm like "NO!!!" ??

okay, i cant wait for 14 of jan t come! meeting carmie!
i just cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
13 more days t 14jan! :DD

2005-12-31T04:50:00.000-08:00

CARMEN SEND ME AN EMAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDD
*SCREAAMMSSS*
okay, to all theolo peeps. she wants me to send her regards to all of you :D
i miss her so much man!
but Thank God! she's coming back to spore before leaving for
South Africa on the 14th. who wants to noe the time just
contact me eh? :D
24/12/05;
me: *sigh*, left 3 days only
keren: yah, left 3 days, den 2 days of fun & 1 day of waiting.

& after ytd, 1 day of waiting is gone.
just only ytd, only one day. 7 peeps were gone.
all left except for Ashton.& oh yah, just got to know that Ashton was
the nephew of Benjamin Sheares our ex president. oh man! that's
just so hard to believe lah.

This year's new year eve was a different one for me. Was spending time helping
out in the church for tmr's wedding & yes amazingly, when Hui ask me out
to see the fireworks & stuffs. I actually don feel like going.
Yeah, I guess the Theolo bible study camp did haf an effect on me yah?
Don feel like partying anymore, rather stay at home &
be a dull Jane (:
Last year new year eve I was like at Boon Lay performing & this year I'm at home. Duh~

My New Year Resolution
-To spread the gospel to at least 5 people
-To be more hardworking
-To have Holy Spirit
-To be a more fervent christian
-To attend wed,fri,sat&sun services
-To be a volunteer in the orphanage
-Do not love the world
-To slim down
-People arnd me will be blessed (((:

THEOLO 2005

2005-12-27T03:32:00.000-08:00

I'm back. Yes, I'm back. But the thing is that I'm not happy at all. In fact I was crying all the way from church back to home. I'm freakkiinnnggg sad.
I hate parting. I hate it.
My friends from overboard. Gosh...
Even though tmr we are going out, but I'm still sad. We have been living under one roof for THREE WEEKS: encouraging one another to pray for holy spirit, helping one another for revision, waking one another up, helping one another to take our breakfast, lunch & dinner, played truth/dare (*Ian!! I'll always rmb you running to the gate & shouting "I LOVE TJC!!!" for life can!), scrubbing the toilet bowl together (LOL!), doing duties together, singing hymns together, helping one another to wash clothes.... & MORE!!! Oh Man...
I'm missing my year 1 class already!!!
KEREN!CARMEN!JOYCE!DEBBY!MARILYN!YANLAM!KEJIA!SHISANG!NICHOLAS!YONGSHENG!IAN!XIONG AN!JINWEN!&yah, even my "irritatttiinnnggg" (=X) uncle; AZRIEL LAI! also!!!
I miss theolo..
It really edify me alot!!!!
& YEAAHH!!!!! I've graduate as year 1 ;D Muaccckkkkssiii!

Thought abt what happen arnd 2 months ago, (Biatches, I guess u all noe)
yeah, think its fated. Its God's will (:
He made it this way that's why i could concentrate in Theolo & not lying to my counsellors&preachers to take leave & go out to enjoy.
Here's a verse I would want to share with you all (:
Ecclesiastes 3:11- 'He has made everthing beautiful in its time.'
(Marilyn, yes. See, I rmb it ;D muhahas)
So I believe that there's a cause to everything which happen.
im edified, truly (:

Emmanuel,
Kaili.

2005-12-12T02:15:00.000-08:00

surprise surprise! back? not back?
hmmm, half half.
applied for leave today, and yah, its approved! :D the reason for
applying leave was dance. but end up din went for it. got headache.

today lunch time!!!!! i've got a shock of my life can!!!!!
when i stepped into the kitchen wanting to see if lunch
was ready (as usual) i saw one figure,
a man super familiar! when he saw me he quickly use newspaper
to cover his face.
IT WAS MY DAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:DDDDDD
I WAS SO FREAKING HAPPY & SURPRISED & TOUCHED & BLA BLA...
he came just to see how am i doing ( he misses me alot &
my shoutings, LOL!)
& to bring me TWO medicine. one for constipation =X yah..
i was having constipation. and my dad was sooo so soooo sweet,
he esp went to buy medi for me :DDDD
& the 2nd "medi" was so SUPPERR SWEET OF HIM!!!!
is chocolate =X
okay, i guess in thisss whole world, my dad's the one who noes me
inside out can!!! he say that he guess i wun be able to live w/o sweets,
choco, snacks. so he bought that and ask me to quickly hide it =X
otherwise if got caught by any counsellors, there goes my chocolates.
hahaha! and yah! the constipation medi, he even bought
a sweet flavour for me loh!
& yes, he feed me medi :DDD (so what im 16 le,
im just indulging in
parental love which i haven get it for 1 week!!!!)
muhahaha! tmr hes going to drive me to church,
with my bloster!!!!!! :DDD seriously need a bloster can.
i need sth to hug!!! otherwise its so xin kuu......
I LOVE MY DAD
OH SO MUCH
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for the past 1 week in church for theolo was
GREATTTT!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDD
i love it so much can!! hmmm, only that some of the lessos
i fell asleep??
hahah! din regret going for it!!!!! :DDDD
was so glad that my test 1 passed ((: today just took my test 2.
hopefully will pass too ((: but guess my test 3 on book of Daniel,
i have to like chiong all the way? cus i really have no idea what
the preacher is talking about.
*learnt lots of stuffs abt Jesus Christ in theolo.
*know lots of great frens (from spore,perth,m'sia,southafrica&taiwan.)
its just so awesome! :D
*for the past 1 week
-slept at 11pm. woke up at 630AM
(yes! Miss Huang Kai Li actually wake up at that time!)
-do my own laundrys, (& yes, heres the funny part. when
Ms Keren Lee & Ms Kai Li; two toot kias were doing laundry together.
we actually mistook the washing machine for a dryer can! end up
we wet our clothes again. duh! this teaches us to
do more housework at home.LOLOLOL!)
*had lessons on book of Genesis, Basic Bible Doctrines,
book of Daniel
*im so in love with book of Genesis. its so supperrrr interesting esp that preacher CAQ is teaching. he's like supperr funny?? LOLOL!
whenever i saw him, i will think of KFC, cus he looks abit lyk the KFC
old man? & also i had an urge to call him grandpa.lol!!!!
*this theolo really helps; built up my faith&spiritual life (:
im so going to do my part to serve the Lord.
*i regret not going to theolo last year. if not i guess i will really
study superr hard for my Os? the lesson on Basic Bible Doctrines
haf really enlighten me alot alot alot. now i really study for my test. im determined to grad for year 1 and move on to nxt year for year 2 ;DD
im so going for theolo next year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDD

ANYWAY!!!! to all christians out there. please DON
celebrate X'mas eh?
1st: did the bible says that the birth of christ is on the 25th of dec? NO
2nd: on the 25th dec, it should be winter. so how the sheeps
can be around?
so dun ever say that christmas, 25th dec is the day when Christ was born.
its a nono (: follow the bible.
so yah, im so not going to cel X'mas again. and i think that X'mas
this festive should just be cancelled off the calender.
its just misleading people.
*groans*

i've decided: every sat (Sabbath Day) im so going to church for service.
wed,fri&sun: im going also. unless sth really veerrryy important
crop up like someone met with accident or die, bla bla..
im so going to serve God. i dun wan to go meet him empty handed.
when i come back on the 27th, peeps, u are going to see a brand
new Huang Kai Li. im no longer that rebellious kid, no longer the
phrase "an eye for any eye" is going to appear in my dictionary (:
surprise? think im joking? think its impossible? hahaha! im serious (:
& with God nothing is impossible.
think im crazy? yes i am. im crazy over God. ((:

when u get serious,
when u laugh,
when u sing..

2005-12-04T06:19:00.000-08:00

4TH DEC, WHAT A DAY! :DDD *GRINS* *BEAMS* *LMAO* *LIKAIHUANG RUNS AROUND IN CIRCLES* okay, no one will understand why am i saying this except FOR SOMEONE *evil grins* oh well.. *looks around, act blur* hahaha!!!!!

okay okay, anyway, tmr off i go. to church theolo bible camp.
wun be back until 27 dec evening.
okay, miss me? tag my board. LOL!!!!
actually wanted to send x'mas cards out. but guess, this year; nah..
make it next year bah! ;D
really sorry guys. hahaha!

3 weeks without likaihuang is a torture, i noe i noe ;D

anyways, this 3 weeks away from home. got lots of things which im still worrying about.

my mom esp. shes complaining, why 3 weeks, so long. she misses me lahh ((: she even told me that she duno what will happen in this 3 weeks. after hearing that, i felt supppeerrrr uncomfortable.. but i believe God will look over my family. seriously dun wish that anything bad will happen to my mom.

LALALAAA~

2005-12-02T07:37:00.000-08:00

today was just any other typical boring day..
after Os really find that my life lyk no target, no direction. is like cant possibly everyday go out play. & yes, after Os, i became suppperrrr lazy. everyday wake up at only 1plus or 2 plus. den maybe at arnd 3 plus after eating lunch fell asleep at the sofa agaiinnn.. (im growing fatter!)
nowadays after prom, haf been cooping myself at home; surfing the web, watching tv, sleeping, eating unhealthy stuffs lyk maggi mee. i suddenly just dun feel lyk eating proper meals. this suupperr unhealthy lifestyle leads me to pimpless. lyk really suddenly ALOT of pimples just POP out. urghh..
after today when my dad came to wake me up, he told me i become supperr lazy & maybe he will bring me to the farm one day to exchange for a pig which is much better. after pondering over his words, yah. indeed.
well, nvm. i'll be staying in church this coming mon. which maybe will change me for better ;DDD
going for the theolo bible study camp also helps me to haf a direction&target in life. helps me to spend those 3 weeks WISELY otherwise its just going to be spent by slping, eating, watchin tv&surfing web.

went to hui's hse today. watch two vcds, PASSION OF CHRIST & myscene (hollywood) i noe its quite embarrassing to be watching sucha cartoons at this age. BUUTT i just love watching it :DDD i love myscene! hahaah!!!
okayokayokay, PASSION OF CHRIST WAS REALLYY SUPPPERR TOUCHING. CRIED LYK CRAZY WHEN JESUS WAS CRUCIFIED. & YES THE MOST TOUCHING PART WAS THAT WHEN HE WAS CRUCIFIED HE STILL PRAYED FOR THOSE WHO WERE TORTURING HIM. HE ASKED OF HIS FATHER TO FORGIVE THEM AS THEY KNOW NOT WHAT THEY WERE DOING.
OKAY, JESUS OF NAZARETH IS REALLYY SUPPERR COMPASSIONATE.
why i use present tense? cus i believe He's still around. (((:
He died for our sins.
yay!!! satan lost. MUHAHAHAH!!!!
aiya.. just go watch PASSION OF CHRIST and u will noe what i meant ;DD

I LOVE JESUS.
HE'S MY SAVIOUR.
"Your grace abounds so deeply in me, You are the way, the truth and the life."

2005-11-29T22:44:00.000-08:00

27/11/2005 : i was baptized :DDD
before my turn, i was watching the rest to get baptized. somehow,
dunno why. my tears just kept flowing down non-stop. even my bro also feel lyk crying. LOL.
it was so amazing to see that the 4 infants did not cry when they were immersed in the
sea water. woo! its the power of God eh ;DD
so supperrr happy that i've got baptized.
after getting baptized, i felt so light, so elated :D hahah!

28/11/2005: PROM!!
both prom king&queen was from 4e3; Angela Yee An Qi & William Chua Fang Dian
i bet that, that day was the most memorable for hui. yah?? LOLOLOL!!!!!
reached home at abt 330am &thank God, despite of what happened during the prom,
she manages to sleep. hence, i also can sleepy soundly. lol.
will upload the pics sometime or later.

29/11/2005: din go anywhere today. both of my foot was hurt, esp for the right foot.
yah, by that stupid heels. i think i sprained it.
but muhahaha, my dad &
my mom took turns to massage for me XD
dad in the morning, mom in the night. hahah!

30/11/2005: OKAY, TODAY'S THE DA BAI CHI ZHEN SHI HUI'S 16TH BIRTHDAY!! HAPPPPPPYYYYYY LALALA BIRTHDAY TO
TEH SUSU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
it's her bday today, so i suppperrr wei da woke up at abt 830 in the morning to give
her the sun tan lotion she wanted & off she went to sentosa. hmmm, going to
cel her bday on the 4th which's also my farewell then off i went.
&hoonie, i noe u will miss me one. DON'T lie :D
3 weeks without MS LIKAIHUANG'S sound, presence, laughter, lame stuffs i
noe its going to be boringgggg. HAHAH! but nvm, on the 27th i will be back okay?
so ah, DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH till got XIANG SI BING eh ;D
WAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!
esp miao, who confesses that without me, she will feel so sian. LOLOLOL!!!!!!

today's my baby cousin, HUANG LIYANG's 1ST MONTH!!!!! :DDD
his parents, nanny & him came to my hse at arnd 1 plus.
this is HIM!!! :

few days after he was born, still bit yellowish

drinking milk, SO SO ADORABLE!!! right? muahahah!
(3 days to one month)

3 days to one month

one month!!!! opening, not opening his eyes. hahah! (due to the light, he looks white.)

he just got his hair shave off.

2005-11-26T10:06:00.000-08:00

YAY!!! TMR'S MY BIG DAY! :DD
*GRINSS*
IM GOING TO BAPTIZE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DD WOOHOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so so so freaakkinnngg excited for it!

today's spring cleaning. now hahah, i got muscles man! LOLOLOL!
anyway, decided to go for the theological bible study camp (year 1) which starts from 5 dec to 27 dec. 3 weeks ((:
(NO TV, NO COM. TEERRRRIIBBLLLEEEEE!)
dun miss me too much guys ;D AHAHAH!!!!!!!!

PROM: the day after tomorrow
WOOTS!!

2005-11-25T20:16:00.000-08:00

today was zhenghua's open house.that SIAO CHAR BOR; TAY SHI HUI called me up to ask me to wake up. initally thot it was those usual morning calls.until she told me "im at your door le."
WOOTS!!
crazy morning person..

it was until i reached school den got to know we haf to perform TWICE. URGHHH..
anyway.. for both performance, i committed mistakes.
the first one was.... ... well, as i din turned up for ytd's prac so din really rem some steps. for the second one! URRGGHHH, i fell asleep at the backstage. as in, REALLY FELL ASLEEP. so yah,
just woke up = blur = in my own world.
i just kept counting 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8. till i lost count den do i wake up and realise oh, im on the stage and my countings were all messed up. ended up, caiyi haf to do the part alone =X sorry eh girl.

woo! got to actually know that someone ripped off my stuffs which I drew it.
(that pic was drawn becos of someone who make me feel so down, urgh)
i was actually quite okay with it. but she actually told us that she duno how she got that pic. AHAHAHAH. which actually quite pisses me off. ((:
anyways, i should feel honoured lah. ((: that actually got someone who thinks my drawing is nice.. & thus ripped it off & actually sent it to her hp. HOHOHO! :D
im good.AHAHAHA!
don't know why, i just love myself soo soo so much

finally got my honey&bee the black long sleeves shirt. woo, love it!
it gives an illusion that im slim ((: LOLOLOLOL

piss off by my hair,
it isnt red enough..... NOT RED ENOUGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-11-25T00:24:00.000-08:00

OKAYY!! FINALLYY!!! LYK REAAAALLLLYYY FINALLYY!!!
i got ALL my stuffs for prom today! (all thanks to lihua&her sis that i could get my stuffs so fast) it was sucha relief. i was even thinking of not going for prom if i din get my stuffs in time. i din noe prom was sucha troublesome thingy.
now the only stuffs i haven get is coloured contact lens, "diamond" stickers. & maybe, a tie? ((:
suuuppeerrr relieffffff now ahh!!
tmr going to continue to hunt for those stuffs :DD

2005-11-21T18:53:00.000-08:00

okay, qian hui posted "you are tagged" in my tag. so well, here is it. lol!

Rules Of The Game:
1. Post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself
2. At the end of your post, list the names of 5 people whom you want
3. Next, leave a comment "you are tagged" in their blog and ask them to read your blog for rules.

weird/random things i do:
1. can burp super loud even when im outside
2. daydream
3. catching new taiwan idol dramas whenever i can
4. have to listen to radio every night when i slp
5. when slping can roll all the way to living room w/o my knowing

ppl i wanted them to do:
1. hoonie
2. lihua
3. ling
4. teckseng
5. ahbird

tmr is the last paper for o lvl, and right now i have no momentum to study at all. i even plan to watch tv & play The Sims de whole day!
i guess tmr den study ba, since the test is at 2pm. ((:
prom is approaching rreeaaalllll soon & i haven really set my eyes on any prom dress, haven buy any matching accessories, haven buy shoes. im lyk soo so so so deeeaaaddddd.
PROM = TROUBLESOME

Take'>http://www.quizgalaxy.com/quiz.php?id=41">Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

2005-11-20T22:12:00.000-08:00

WHO GOT "TIAN GUO THE JIA YI" DE DISCS AFTER DISC 20. PLEASEEEE TELL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D THANKS!!!!

TWO DAYS AGO, 18 NOV. I SAW TAY PING HUI AT PACIFIC PLAZA (((:
(MUAHAHHA!!! HE IS CHENGHOON'S NUMBER ONE IDOL)
i saw him chenghoon!! muahaha!!
yup, i call hoonie immediately =X
he was at the yoga level.
my eyes were suppppperr sharp, i caught sight of him, or rather his body build first. cus he was just so so so, muscular. hahaha!

anyways, went to my uncle's hse today. saw my baby cousin; HUANG LI YANG. muhah! same as me got a "LI" & is also an OCTOBER baby ;D
& yes, he's suppperrr lyk me can. he also love stucking his mouth out. i love doing that when i was still a baby (okay, my dad told me de) && his eyes!!! look lyk mine =X
hahah, i sound lyk as if i were the one who gave birth to him.lol!
aiya!!! i would very much love to bring him home!!!!
he's so so so tiny, so soft. ugh!!! & i love his smell!!!! (baby's smell)
after that went to TJC telok kurau one. had an "intervew" regarding our baptism stuff. thank God, they weren't against it. but still they ask us to think carefully about it. as we were still young,still got a long way to go. hence, its so much more easier to enter temptations and do stuffs we were NOT allow to; lyk gambling,drinking,smoking,taking drugs&etc. but i believe i can do it! :D
im suppperr determined :DDD

saw this quiz webbie in qianhui's blog. went to do it :D

You are a Believer

You believe in God and your chosen religion.Whether you're Christian, Muslim, Jewish, or Hindu..Your convictions are strong and unwavering.You think your religion is the one true way, for everyone.

What's" Your Religious Philosophy?

You Are Scary

You even scare scary people sometimes!

How Scary Are You?

am i really that scary? no what. XD

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

Your Birthdate: October 21

You're a restless rebel with an unpredictable nature.Bright but unbridled, you tend to seek out wild experiences over new ideas.People are frustrated by your great potential, but you love your unconventional life.You're a heartbreaker. People get attached to you, and then you're gone.
Your strength: Your thirst for adventure
Your weakness: Not taking time for slow pleasures
Your power color: Hot pink
Your power symbol: Figure eight
Your power month: March

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Monster Profile

Iron Gargoyle
You Feast On: Pie
You Lurk Around In: Nude Beaches
You Especially Like to Torment: Groupies

What's" Your Monster Name?

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent.Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.
You would make an excellent:
Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic DesignerIllustrator - Musician - Sculptor
The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

What's" Your Ideal Career?

Your French Name is:

Capucine Brousse

What's" Your French Name?

You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.That doesn't mean you don't rock out...You just rock out with meaning.For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

Your Hair Should Be Orange

Expressive, deep, and one of a kind.You pull off "weird" well - hardly anyone notices.

What's" Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

2005-11-18T00:31:00.000-08:00

End up, hui&me nv went haarryy pottterriinngg. Because the both of us over slept. By the time i woke up, it was lyk already eleven plus & that girl got her exam at 2pm. So guess have to make it another time. So i went back to slp, hahah!
Arnd evening went to hui's hse with miao to play mahjong. That hui won two rounds!! Me leh, ALMOST win 1 round. =X (okay, im not so good in mahjong)
Tmr going to go for job hunting & SHOOPPPINNNGGG ((:
Maybe we will end up shopping only & not job hunting.
If only we don need to work & money will drop down automatically. WOOTS!

2005-11-17T01:09:00.000-08:00

Supperrr love this pic. My face seems slimmer than before! LOL!

Maybe these few days of forcing myself to drink more than 1 litre of PLAIN water works (:
Okay, Huang Kaili drink PLAIN water. supperrr NOT me. I usually dun drink plain water, up to even a total of around 8 days. But now? No choice. I've to dilute my fats.

Tmr; going to harrryyyyy pooooootteeeerrrrrrrrrr-innggg with hui. But that poor girl have to go skul to take poa paper after that.
Me? Go home!!!! -----> SLP! :D
Muhahah!

如果你爱过我你不会就这样走就这样丢下我和那些天真承诺

2005-11-16T15:08:00.000-08:00

had geo paper today.
i studied wet rice for agri, but it came out oil palm instead. so i do the MNC qn which i nv study for. but well, i did learn something abt MNC in ss. so i just throw in chunks of ss knowledge regarding MNC inside a GEO's paper ((: (smart me)
but what really pisses me off was that, that morning i had a cold&i nv bring tissue papers to the examination hall! i thought, (yah, i thoughhtttt) its okay, no "overflooding" of mucus. but i was wrong!! mucus kept dripping, yah, drip onto my uniform. i noe it was disssgguussttinngg, but what could i do? i dun wan to waste any time by going to toilet to just take toilet papers. duh
&my cough! boo!
but when i reached home, i was perfectly fine (:
exams exams exams exams, the culprit.
okay, now 1 more paper to go. combined chem&phy MCQ paper ((:
tidy my room, threw away all the papers, notes. my room now looks more spacious than before. hahah!
anyways, watched wang zi bian qing wa de 2nd ending. okay, suuppperr touching. i cried&cried&cried. why DANG OU DIE!!!!!!!! but yah, yun xi die as well, but it wasnt as touching as when jun hao die ((:
wanna watch? muhahah!
go to : www.youtube.com
den type in wang zi in de search engine den scroll down to find de 2nd ending of wang zi bian qing wa. den tadang!!! u can sit back, relax & watch & cry ;D

okay,right now i need a job desperately. (:
i've soooooo soo many things in mind which i wanted to buy!
job,job,job. i need a job.
huang kaili need a job, she's trying hard to find a job. but job's hiding away from her.

2005-11-15T01:09:00.000-08:00

cont my shopping with ling today. finaaalllyyyyyyy bought the adidas spray.
SHUANG!
anyways, bought the pants too. the only thing i missed out is LAKSA!!!!!!!!!!!
LING!!!!! had i known i shld have bought laksa to eat!!!! i now having SUPPPERRRRR STRONG CRAVINGGG FOR ITTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LAKSA LAKSA LAKSA!!!
nono, now i suddenly have craving for SALMON SUSHIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay la, saw one ultra man tee! at bugis; edged;charmed!!!! SUPPPERRRR NICEE!!
wanted to buy but NO money. ugh!!!!
money money money, where is money!!!!!!!

after two days of shopping my legs were lyk sooooo suppppperrrrrrrr suannnnn. but nvm, since i exert pressure on my legs, means the bone will grow. muhahah! in short means i will grow tall ((:
shopping is quite a good exercise eh ;D

okayokayokayokayokayokayokay, tmr is a study day (:

2005-11-14T00:47:00.000-08:00

todayy suppperrr shuang!!! :D
got hundred bucks from my mom (:
went to kallang with lihua,wen liang to acc ling to rebond her hair.
after that went bugis, then orchard to shop. after awhile, lihua's bf; kian came to join us.
the best part is that i got a turqoise mini dope from fourskins, a flipflops from ripples & a adidas red shorts! woohooo!!!!! SHOPPINNGGGGGG is just so shuang can?? esp when u got the money.
bought strawberries coated with chocolate on the way, one word; NICE!!!!
but it brings back some memories of some stupid things i've done ((:

prom is realllyyy suppperrrr troublesome can?

anyways, my foot hurts so much now after all those shopping. there's even a bubble. but the thought of my "rewards" from all those shopping, it din hurt so much le. hahah!
okay, tmr going to cont my shopping at bugis with ling (: muacks!

SHUANG AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3<3

2005-11-12T00:52:00.000-08:00

change my blogskin. cant stand the width for the entry for the previous skin, supperr narrow. duh.
but now this skin is pink = more duhs.

2005-11-11T23:55:00.000-08:00

WOOHOOO!!!!!!!!!!! E MATHS PAPER 2 FINNNNAAAALLLLYYY OVERRRRR!

okay, although o lvl isnt offffiiccciiaalllyy over yet.

buttt!!! i currently in a "off" mode :D went to town after paper. went to see prom dress, spotted one at the topshop; a navy green one & the other one at phuture london; a black one.

okay, after today, i realise im lyk supperrr fat?? & short. daniel yam's dress all lyk so longggg. & yah, bingo, im not suitable for long dresses. why? : im short. ((:

a guy approached us when we were outside wisma. he ask hui abt some modelling/adver thingy , got her no.&name den realise im there (okay, im short. i hate it) den he ask for my name&no.

and he even asked whether im hui's younger sis!!! *boiling* okay, de most ridiculous part is that he ask how old am i and whether i start school already? okay, how old do i look to him? pri 6 waiting for psle results or k2 waiting for enrollment to a pri skul? duhs!

i was not supposed to eat too much, but.... yah.. lol!

me&hui after eating a bowl of mee sua straight away took neoprints and order a bowl of wanton mee. argh!! there goes my diet plan..

den we went window shopping around.

okokokokokokokokokokokok!!!!! i spotted one navy green coat at forever 21 a brown one at

okay im lyk sooooo going to buy them after i go work. moneymoneymoneymoneymoney where aaarreeee youuuu $$$$$$$$$$$$$ den spotted one bright yellow pointed heels (nth special eh) BUTTTTTT, hey!! this one i spotted is SPECIAL!!!! this shoe got lolipop flavour(as in smell). i din believe it initially. but i picked up de shoe and smell. woohooo!! nice!! im going to get it. de prob is i duno is 59.90bucks/129bucks. but still, im going to get it! muhahahah!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D pass by youth park, all the past dance memories just flashed back. woo! maybe going to sign up ballet classes with hui (start from basic ;D) hahaha!

some neoprints taken: (more to upload)

2005-11-09T20:59:00.000-08:00

im, so so so so SO DEAD!!!!!
maths paper1: lost 18 marks (those qns i got do is quite okay)
social studies: heng, i got study sri lanka (thanks to chenghoon :D) but i nv do qn 12b i fell asleep for lyk 10mins?; lost 13 marks. shit me
chemistry lost some marks too
phy: lost 3 marks (those qns i got do, duno is i really noe how to do or tikam one)
english paper1: GONER (: i din complete my essay. shit me again. duno what i was doing man! im betting my "WHOLE LIFE" on the speech. english is lyk suppperrrrr important??!
english paper2: summary was okay, but the compre answering part sucks big time. lyk really BIG TIME??! ughh.

okay, tmr biology paper 1 & 2, another goner subject . boooooooo.

anyways, i've decided. if my o lvl L1R5 cant make it, im going to apply for LASALLE-SIA or mayybe Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts. as i could go in through an interview, so means, the interview is a do or die thing le. wanted to go for Diploma in Dance. the requirements given by LASALLE-SIA was quite umm, demanding? ballet is even included! God! i've nv tried ballet and also, im into hip-hop. but im interest in ballet la, but... aiya, im not graceful. lol!

anways, i shouldnt think too much now. (((:

2005-11-05T20:56:00.000-08:00

i said in my previous post that it will be the last post before o. but now! i just cant resist writing down what happened 15minutes ago!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so, this post will be the last one instead.
i was bathing happily, when suddenly suddenly SUDDENLY, my left eye caught sight of SOME UNINVITED "GUEST" (HUGE, BLACK, LONG) which just dropped down and landed with a "PAT" in the basin. i tip toe and try to catch a glimpse of it. YESSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT WAS A LIZARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was just right beside my undergarment!! in fact its a new one!!! one of my favourite one!! i shouted, i yelled, i screamed for help. i den tried to tip toe again to see whether it go away already anot.
NO!!!! in fact it even stick its head out.
DISGUSTING!!!!!!!!!!
i immediately wrapped my towel around me, with my hair which was still with shampoo and ran out & yelled at my brother to help me.
that idiot kept laughing at me & said that it was an infinity between me&lizards. PUI AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay okay, im going to throw away that undergarment. its being polluted. ugh!!!
i went to another toilet to continue bathing. i finally calmed myself down and went out, when my brother jumped out and pointed to the floor and shouted "LIZARDSS!!!!!!!!!" yah, i jumped & jumped & jumped and shouted & yelled & screamedddd againnn & i cried lyk i had just got beaten badly by my dad.
den only my brother really noe im really realli seriously scare of lizards den he stopped making fun of me. DUH!!!!
i really had an urge to sue the lizards for intruding my life, disturbing my life!!!!! ughh!!
i wan to kill ALL the lizards in the world.
i cant imagine if lizards intrude the world. i'll be the first to die.
suddenly i cannot find a place in my home where i can stay peacefully...
its just becos of lizards, lizards, lizards, lizards... UGHHHHH

2005-11-04T00:54:00.000-08:00

my final post before o lvl, have to chiong le. is lyk i've no confidence for any of my subjects. duh..
watch "yu le bai fen bai" ytd & got to noe from yvonne too that the curl, long hair was a WIG!!! sucha a relief!! phew!!
his new album, track 5 the lyrics was quite, WOW!! cool! i love his attitude man.
"gou gou gou gou" i think this song suits jasmen alot!! he everytime call ppl gou also. hahah!

gosh, this week is a nightmare for me.. next week will be a REALLLL torment for me.
tv time have to decrease, next thursday cant catch naruto. UGHHH!!!!!!
*huang kaili shouting for help*

after o, i swear i will play lyk i nv play before.

now my room is a complete mess, with exam paperssss, textbooks, bagss, magaziness lying around. after o i will throw ALL my tbs, exam papers away. (((: muhahah!!

have to thanks val for this! :DD <3

2005-11-02T12:32:00.000-08:00

AHHH!!! YES! YES!!! YAYYY!!!!!!!!!!! I'VE GOT THAT JAY'S NEW ALBUM; NOVEMBER'S CHOPIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(OKAY, HE'S SUPPERRR SHUAI&CHARMING CAN!!!!!!!) *SCREAMS*
hmmm, but i dun lyk his LONG hair. he even had it curl lo!! NOT NICE! but nevertheless, he's still as charming as ever :DDD
okay okay, i got 2 calendars for 2006. both; JAY!!!!!
initial D + the one from the november's chopin album. muhahah.

JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.
JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.
JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.JAY.
(muhahah!)

but... i also wan MING DAO's one!!!!
today got WANG ZI BIAN QING WA!!! if can, if possible, im going to ask my tuition teacher to let me watch finish before going home, otherwise by the time i reach home it will be over!
i noe i've finish watching the whole series.. but!! i still wan to watch again!! its just so... irresistible!!!!

MING DAO.MING DAO.MING DAO.MING DAO.MING DAO.MING DAO.MING DAO.MING DAO.MING DAO.MING DAO.MING DAO.MING DAO.MING DAO.MING DAO.MING DAO.MING DAO.MING DAO.MING DAO.MING DAO.MING DAO.

2005-10-31T16:50:00.000-08:00

my new baby cousin finally arrive on planet earth on the 29th of october!!!! :DDDD
yay!! same as me! october baby!! muhahahs!
got the news today after my o lvl paper. the news was travelling in a retarding pace to me.
this time, the chi o lvl paper 1 was okay, much much more better than the one in june. paper 2 sucks, i fell asleep while reading the passage. (SUPER WORDY)
i guess i could forget abt getting 'a' for my chi. i guess i would still stuck with a b3. duh
okay okay, exactly a week to o lvl!!!! woots!
this year's dance camp is also going to be on the 7th! the first day of my o lvl. duh!
means cant go. (shake head)

went to check out how much if i were to buy 3 sets together. the aunty gave me a real great bargain for it! 82bucks only!!!!! its lyk 3 sets for 82!!!! so cheap!!!!!! ahh!!!!!!
i've got to get it!!!! lyk real fast!!!! i cant wait to get my hands on it!!!

i saw it, i saw(read) everything. what more could i say? i was the dense one. >u arent the one.

2005-10-29T15:52:00.000-07:00

ytd watched the prince who turns into a frog
part 3 until arnd 2am with miao. it was lyk
SUPPPERRR NICE CAN?!!?!?!!
okay, now i really regret buying that stairsway to heaven the vcd cus i dun even feel lyk watching it over again.okay, now

***who wants to buy it from me? i sell it cheap cheap 20bucks or 18?? (who wants tell me eh :D)

now my next target, the prince who turns into a frog PART 1, PART 2, & PART 3. i dun care! im going to get it by hook or by crook!! i just haf a urge to watch it all over again&again&again!!!! MING DAO is lyk supperrrr charming, handsome... aww... im going ga-ga over him!!!!

my latest craze: MING DAO!!!!! :DDD
keep listen to ZHEN AI, 2.35-2.38min ( thats the part where he sing ALONE!!! thou is just only wowuwooooooo. but it sounds supperr nice to me! :D)

okay, now i still wan to get 183club de cd&vcd! i wan to watch their mtv! or shld i say, i just wan to see MING DAO!!. now my room, other than JAY's poster must add one more! MING DAO'S. going to get 183club's poster den cut away the rest except for MING DAO! muhah!!

anyways, went for maths tuition today. had a test. i pass!!!!!! :DDDDD so supperr dupperr happy esp when it comes to passing maths. hahah!
we were so supperr free after marking the test paper that we went to play with KEANU!!! teacher's nephew.
here's some photo.

me&keanu (it was suppose to be a "fierce" shot but.. well.. hahah! he's still supper duper cute!)

hoonie&keanu (hoonie's trying to take advantage of him!!!! =X)

jasmen&keanu (jasmen got "rape"!!!, but i think he's happy abt it =X)

the no childhood JASMEN GAN; playing with KEANU'S toycar. *shake head*

got home, my dad told me a suppperr duppperrr GOOD news. (that's to me, not to him)
he lowered his expectations of me. he now only wan me to grad frm zhenghua and he wil give me w800i. woohoo!!!!!!!!!! was damn happy can! MUHAH!!!!
dun need really haf to pass all subs le. cus i just somehow feel that my bio cant make it le. the practical was lyk already hard, how abt the theory? duh. even teachers also think that this year's bio will be rather hard.
my tuition teacher told the 4 of us that if we got a1 for maths we will get 100bucks. if a2; 50bucks, if b3; 20bucks. if overall L1R5, 15 or below she will treat us to dinner in a hotel. woo!!! :D but i think its okay for her, she's lyk supperr rich? earning cents in every sec. *shake head*

2005-10-28T00:34:00.000-07:00

okay, after i got that two piercings at my upper left ear, i was advised not to eat seafood for at least 2 weeks but yet, i still go ahead and ate 1 raw oyster. nothing happened (: so i thought it was fine. or maybe i am immuned to it, as my ear din get swollen&infected.
okay, den i go for more; 6 more raw oysters, 2 raw salmon sushis! (they are just too tempting for me to resist).
OKAY, NOW. GREAT! my ear now is SUPPERRR DUPPPERRR SWOLLEN, RED, PAIN!!!!!!
the pain is now "travelling" to my mouth, my neck. duh.
but i thought thank God, i still got my lotion.
but!!!! today, while rushing out for lesson (as i was supperr dupperr late, furthermore it was May Tan's class!) i took my lotion and head for the door. when i finally reached the lrt i wanted to take the lotion out & apply. but it was nowhere to be seen! ugh!
was so supperr suay can!
june was late too! hahah! went up to av room together.
for no reason, i duno why, this time i just swing open the door with almost all my might & yah, the door open (BIG!) there, i saw many pairs of eyes staring at me, blur
okay, i entered the wrong class, it was the sec3s. was so paiseh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D
went to celeste's hse after skul. actually just wanna take the prince turns to frog the part 2 vcds. end up i watched the whole of part 2 in her hse. (i was attracted by her dogs!; esp juice!!!)
okay, now i WANT part 3!!!

DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!DANG-OU!
I LOVE HIM MAN!!! TO BITS&PIECES!!!! <3<3<3<3<3
183 CLUB BETTER QUICKLY COME TO SPORE, NONO THEY SHOULD COME AFTER MY Os. I CONFIRM GUARANTEE CHOP I WILL GO!!! I WAN TO SEE MING DAO; DANG OU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-10-26T22:09:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHENLIHUA!!!!!

MY KUKUIEST DAUGHTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
(this whole page is dedicated to you!!!! <3)

chenlihua! : noe your for arnd 4 years le eh! since npcc! time flies!!! (nono, lyk rocket man) you've been great & always give in to me (rem last time eh! hahah!)
& i reall have to say sorry!!!abt ytd. haf to leave earlier cus of that agent la! he just have to pick that time to come & i was informed at last min. duh. sorry!!!!
next year make it up for you! ;D celebrate together eh? muhahah!
& ah, finally 16 years old can go watch NC16 movies together le!
&be more sensible okay? lol! cherish whatever u have now ah! (he actually made the flowers by himself for you! somemore so SMALL can! *shake head* so xi xin man!)
at last! still wan to wish you HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!! HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN!!!!! :D
BE HAPPY ALWAYS yah? your bestest "mom" u ever got on earth is ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU!!!!!
okay, i love you! <3>

(p/s: i know that u are supperr touched by my words :D tears roll down le ba!!! muahah! quickly roll down!!!!!!! XD)

2005-10-24T23:57:00.000-07:00

cant expect that after so long the idea of moving out is still in my dad's mind.
& the only way he's willing not to move out is that my mom move out; which's supperrr ridiculous&impossible.
the agent came. *shrugs*
just hope that it will be lyk last time; unsuccessful.
went to study at mac with hoonie&jasmen.
hoonie gave me some REAL YUMMY thingy which her mom made (hoonie: your mom loves me lah XD), really cant get enough of it. SO SUPERR DUPERR NICE can!
anyway, today's the first time in this year that my study trip got use&i actually sit down & do my phy frm 2+ to 6+ w/o going anywhere but of cos with the exception of the toilet&the counter =X

i really do hope that i could get addicted to studying & work lyk i never work before.duhs.

i was stronger than what i expected (: muaha.

2005-10-23T21:41:00.000-07:00

chings gave me some link, a dance by a famous choreographer; wade j-robson. was totally obesessed with it!!!
miss dance ah!!! ugh!
went to explore the link more, den stumble upon Planet Funk Academy; a dance school.
had an urge to emmigrate there & enter that academy!!!
*shrugs*

2005-10-23T19:58:00.000-07:00

went to winifred's bday chalet ytd.
here's some photo we took. still got more, nxt time den upload.

ME & my smelly daughter; LIHUA

ME;curry&HOONIE;beehoon (the food combination)

went to plaza with ling today after my tuition. initially wanted to get that long sleeves, green cum barley colour de "sweater" but!! don haf my size! & yah, that was de last batch already! i've been eyeing for that lyk since last month? but i din really bother to save money for it until now! ugh! i shld haf got it earlier!!! so got a short sleeves one instead. (nevertheless! its still in green! muahah! so im still in love with it :D)

nowadays, i kept spending money. but the feeling was great!! :DD lol! haf to pamper myself once in a while! now see an increase of strikes in my wishlist makes me so happy. hahah!

im okay (:

2005-10-22T01:55:00.000-07:00

sorry guys, i changed my blog add again..
relink me again eh? =X
becos i just don lyk that previous blog add. want a new name for it.
dense+vegetable = densevegetable
i love it! :D

2005-10-22T00:32:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to myself&hui yun!!
today's louis koo's birthday too!!!! :DDD (32 mins ago)

*&&!! thanks to all who wished me happy birthday + that unknown. ((:

anyways, when i reached home after skul, lihua; my dearest daughter!! & ling; my "twin" outside my hse le. they gave me a small cute mango cake (my fav!!) & lihua gave me JAY's GIANT POSTER & the thing to get Jay's cd. she yu gou for me. muackss!!! love it SO SO MUCH CAN!!!!! after that went to jack's place to meet hui&miao had dinner there den went to get my green tube. den went to meet june for eyebrow trimming hahaha! overall,had a great time with hui, june & miao. it was simple yet nice (: hui gave me sth she made, okay, i was so touched that tears formed in my eyes. that was the first present in my whole life (up to now) which made me touched till cry can!!! my birthday : hahaa! first time ate green pepper, first time for went eyebrow trimming (hey! i love my eyebrow now! lol!! not so "messy" le)

okay, happy stuffs aside.
WHATEVER, what this year will let me haf a "great" birthday! YAH RIGHT! i noe i am not beautiful enough, i noe i am not good enough, yah, all these i noe!!! & i noe i was DENSE ENOUGH to have believe you. i bet you drank alot of bubble tea from SWEET-TALK eh?
H A H A H. this year's birthday was definitely a MEMORABLE one for me ((: i WON CONVERT TO STUPIDITY EVER AGAIN! i was just stupid enough to go back. look back, i really find myself so dense. i can never ever be so dense lyk this before! yes, i won be lyk what i was in sec2, only noe how to cry&just stupidly WAIT. but now im in sec4, i haf an attitude, i have my own stand, my own principles, my own thots, my own opinions. im no longer that nooby, two-goody shoes girl! NO! i won allow myself to hold on for so long; with this broken heart. i will mend it asap!

woo!! im good!! muahah! just love myself so much!